im nothing to him...........

im dying inside i cant stand this the constant pain the steady tears i actually took a walk the other day ...........slowly put on my shoes in my mind over and over thinking "i can do this" walked down my hill to the main road and stood there waiting to be hit. my arms are a bloody mess but still not enough outside pain to cover the inside ( Read more... )

so when u love someone do you hold on with everything you have or simply just let it fade away?................its killing me to hold on but the thought of letting go is drowning me...........

thanks to a dear dear friend i finally have a lj!!!! Thanks so much love!