so i get that things don't always turn out exactly how you plan them. in fact, the little twists and turns in life often make it the most interesting but i sometimes wish that just once something would happen just the way i plan it. even if it is just one small minor event in my life. i am sure that this is a common wish among many and i am not the ( Read more... )

i collapsed.literally ( Read more... )

i would like to make a general statement about myself and while this is directed towards the one person that will not read this here it is. sarcasm and wit is who i am and they happen to be two things about myself that i really like. the truth is i hate when you judge me so harshly because i'm not exactly sure who i am yet. there are only a few ( Read more... )

well moving back up to state has been put on hold for a week long trip to the hospital for heart problems ( Read more... )

so it is here... finally ( Read more... )

i am so ready for a change of structure ( Read more... )

so i have stories to share but i will save that for personal interviewing ( Read more... )

so although this is a little delayed my friends are so completely amazing. and have made my birthday unforgettable and i love them so much for it ( Read more... )

i used to think that there was some sort of plan for all of us that we were meant to carry out but i now think that there is nothing. its all random stumbling into darkness and if you ever really think that there is something meant for you to do you realize that you are completely idiotic for ever getting your hopes up on anything ( Read more... )

i have decided that i am way toooo nice. i always get roped into stupid pointless outings that i have the least interest in so that i can please other people. and yet no one ever listens to me. and that irks me to the highest degree. there are so many times when i can rightly throw the "i told you so" phrase into the faces of the people surrounding ( Read more... )