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WokeupearlytodojobstuffandJoshgavemeanespressoandIhaven'tstoppedmovingsinceninethismorningandChrisismildlyterrifiedhowperkyandrevvedIambeforenoonsinceI'mprettymuchdepressedandlethargicinthemorningsbutIdon'tthinkhehasanyrighttocomplainsinceIthinkit'sachangeforthebetterbutitwouldbeanevenbetterchangeifIcouldstopfeelingsojittery. O______O

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I made my first apartment hunting call today. Talked to a very nice woman who's renting out a room in her GORGEOUS Victorian home. I wants.

6 days. In the meantime I'm going to breathe into this paper bag and scrub everything in the house with bleach. Twice.

I wish I had something deep and intellectual, something philosophical and revolutionary to say. I wish I could provide so much more than I am capable of. But all I'm left with is the distaste for my ineptitudes.

So I shall say goodnight, and hope to dream sweet things until tomorrow comes.

Great day. Very content. Maybe even go so far as say fairly happy. S'all good. :)

I woke up at 10 and the house was empty. I spent the next two hours waiting for them to get back from town, where my parents do their Saturday routine. When they did, Dad sighed and said he thought he'd go nap for the afternoon. He was serious. I've never wanted to back hand my dad before, but I was very tempted to do so then. It's 73 degrees, ( Read more... )

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I never saw myself as a mother. I mean, my sisters obviously did. Fuckin' hell, Meghan says that she knew it was what she born to be, which is disturbing since the thought of Meghan spawning is frightening enough. (She's going to be pregnant in the next year, mark my words.) And Alison is a wonderful mother to two amazing boys ( Read more... )