I really thought you were human, that you weren't some perfect, popular, jerk like all the others are. I thought that maybe you really understood how much it hurt me to be treated like that, like the way you treated me tonight in front of all your stupid little friends. I believed you when you said that we were friends and god how stupid was that ( Read more... )

It rained today...not a sunny rain, but the kind of rain we used to sit and wallow in so many times. It was dusk, and I could see the grey-blue sky before me....and I thought of you. I thought of our days in the rain, of my innocence, and my childhood. I thought of our soaked clothes and sweet kisses underneath the falling sky. I thought of you ( Read more... )

This guy...Cody, ahhh Cody! He Rox My Sox yall so very very true. mmkay I like him a lot. And like he likes me too, & he's so not afraid to say that. But i really like him, and I think about him a lot. It's helping with the "getting over jimmy" process...which is good. No actual relationship i guess with me and him...but definite fun. Could it ( Read more... )

You walk around you're whole life thinking that you're a whole person. Like the only person who can complete you, and make you whole is yourself, and that you justify, validate, and have a complete symbiotic relationship within yourself and that its enough but that just is not true. it took me so long to realize that you walk around your whole life ( Read more... )

I said it. And you know what you said to me. You know every letter, every word, every fucking sentence you spoke to me that day in class. And you know that the only reason you deny it to me, is because you know that you said it, and you hope that the little door-mat pushover, will just smile, nod, and agree with whatever BS you spew my way. You ( Read more... )

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There are so many things that I just dont wanna be anymore ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a while...because I havent felt like I had much to say. Everything's changed. Me and Jimmy are officialy over for like EVER, not even kidding this time. And well, me and Mike are friends now, even though I used to like hate him...he's pretty cool. Ember left (big fat 'effin' tear). I'm so sad. She was my confidant, who the 'eff ( Read more... )

The Fall Out ( Read more... )

Faded ( Read more... )