i feel kinda bad...i just told my mom to grow up....... why cant we just get along? ive given up the misconception that a human can be all good. we are all fallible. we will hate, deceive, betray and lie. its our nature. its nearly impossible to trust. were bruised from having the hell beaten out of us.

did you notice that were all the same.. yet ( Read more... )

ever had your eyeball licked?
it feels..qwerty

i have just officially been classified as bipolar.... yay for me.. and i refuse to take drugs again.. they suck.. youre gonna have to take me as i am.if you dont like me..get the hell over it. i dont care.. i can snap at any moment.

HAHAHAHAHAH you suckers are in school.. and im not....... hahahaha....ha.

anywho..... i got my head out of my ass and realized that im an idiot.
im going out with patrick.. finally. woo hoo!~
alright.. i havent talk to yall in forever.. check in with me if you read this.

loves...

i just got off the fone with doug... his voice alone makes me nuts. we talked about a lot of things.. got a few things straight.. it hurts like hell. a lot of things hurt right now. is it becuz im weak or ami just now letting it sink in ( Read more... )

and another oddly eventful day in the never-ending revolving nightmare called my life ( Read more... )

ding ding ding dada ding ding

will someone please talk to me?

I guess I like it when we play ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

yea.. havent written in a while. does it really matter?

a bunch of shit keeps happening. ive decided it will never quit.

kool.. i officially am a bastard. why does it feel so horrible?

i dont think im capable of loving anymore.

those words are so true... i hate being me... more particularly my age.. but i cant stand being myself either... i annoy myself. this is sad. i cant escape my skin! i dont want to be here anymore.. theres no point in it ( Read more... )