i really dont know where to begin, everything had been an on and off twister. i lose the best thing i ever had come into my life, and wha did i go and do... push her away. and now everything else started coming apart on me. i lost my apt., my job a few times, my other crib on ashburton. it seems like karma or just life in general does want me to be ( Read more... )

Yea so im sitting here in bernacki's truck, I walked over to flemming cuz I can't sleep and all I can think about is holding her... this is starting to get to me, cuz im really starting to miss her incredibly. So what's frustrating me is that if I don't get my shit together I may not be able to be with her, that fuckin blows my mind into another ( Read more... )

Well holy shizznit, my shit didn't get deleted... lol ( Read more... )

why is it that im always wishing i can go back to when i was 15 - 16 years old???    when things started to go good for me, till it all turned cuz a stupid choice i made. since then my life has been insane for me cuz i stopped caring 16 - 19 y/o.... but now im bout to be 20 and im trying to care more bout my life and how it goes about but there ( Read more... )

why is life so weird ( Read more... )

~R.I.P. Mom~  September 22, 1950 - June 24,2000
happy birthday mom... *i love u always n forever* i miss u so fukin much....

iight well like always im here to complain but my life.... it ( Read more... )

like always i forget i have this shyt lol......wel my life is goin down hill and fast my fathers in the hospital, he got cancer and i just dunno what to do im fukin confused i feel like im in a fukin tornado. im goin fukin crazy WTF is goin on with my lyf?!?!?!? i just god would send my a fukin angel to help me... so i wont just give up cuz i ( Read more... )

havent been on this shit in a mean minute. well my life hit the hills on and off befor but im not gonna let it bring me down but this comin saturday is gonna be 6 yrs since my mom past away, but roof tops r not on my mind at all....just a drinkin binge but nuttin more, theres only 2 ppl in my mind that keeps me livin strong... my mom and a name i ( Read more... )

well im on my lunch break from work and i havent wrote in this thing for a couple of months so i figured id update.... well life is starting to get better, ex.1.. i got i girl that im pretty much fallin for, im trying to quit smokin for a while and if i cant ill just do it on the weekends only or when im all stressed out.. the year started off ( Read more... )

life sux.......everything always goes wrong for me..... fuk it i give up on caring .....