me and one of my buds were sitin in my front yard one day smokin a cig and just sitin, and we saw some ants...moving in two lines side by side one going east the other west, not worried about if the ant 3 spaces up had stolen their piece of dirt, not thinking about evil ways to hurt them or make them cry, just working, theyre so devoted to the ( Read more... )

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i dont care who you are thats funy rite there!!! i luv u manuel and jessica! <3jeska!

it finally hapened, i lost you, i wish i could say how, i gues it slowly hapened, over time, i was blinded by all the flashing lights...and you just slowly slipped away, i know your still lingering here, just beyond my reach, but i cant get you bak on my own, you have to want to be found, or just keep living like this...not knowing who i am, and ( Read more... )

ive thought long and hard about this, with the assistance of my good friend rachel, and i need to have sex, but not just regular sex, i want aggressive, realy realy realy good sex! (and so does rachel) this is ridiculous! manuel is getin more booty than me and thats just not kosher! ... ok wel just needed to get that out! <3jeska! (dont laugh at me

i believe life is a journey...a long winding road, but what do you do when your road begins to narrow and you feel everything closing in around you, all these thorny bushes prickin at your skin, leaving scars and bringing huge tears to roll down your cheek and soak up in your shirt along w/ all the blood... thats my path right now, my life is grown ( Read more... )

you didnt call me, suprise suprise...and i got excited about it, i dont know why you do this to me...or actually, i dont blame you, i dont know why i let you do this to me...

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we went to the boardwalk today, and i wanted u to be there w/ me so bad...thats the first time in a while i realy had a strong feeling of needing you, not a confusing wondering wut it would be like if you were there, but a real longing...and i think even though its hard, i need to find somone new, start living again for me, make me hapy, but the ( Read more... )

ive thought about this alot, desperate hrs of crying, leaving scars on my heart, making me colder and colder. but only on the inside. my outward appearance is happy, and im so confused about why, i feel like im spinning or maybe im standing stil and everything else is moving so fast, and no one will let me catch up, as soon as i take a moment to me ( Read more... )

i didnt do anything today really, just went through a day i woke up around 11, and last night saw someones baby...but im not going down that road...not again...sory if im confusing you...then me and lacey layed down and watched a realy good movie...i miss lacey so much, but not who i was with today, my old lacey, its stil her and i stil love her so ( Read more... )