I need to get laid.

[twiztidfiend]

First this little excursion was ment as self improvement. Now it's turning into self deprivation, humiliation, losing self confidence and becoming overly stressed. I need to find someone to alleviate this. But I'm so low right now, that I don't have the confidence to even offer myself to a woman. I feel worse than I did before I ever had sex and

Comments

[raynedr0p]

maybe you just need to loosen up a little. finding someone doesn't just happen overnight, and i know you're probably tired of hearing what a wonderful man you are. but you ARE. there's someone out there that will want you for you. Patience is painful but necessary. am i sorta understanding the matter? if not feel free to straighten me out. *hugs*

[twiztidfiend]

What I was going at was that denying yourself of what you want ultimately leads you to feeling like shit and can cause you much more pain than fallowing your passions. Also I don't want a relationship, not after toni. Just need someone to be intimate with.

[raynedr0p]

gotcha.