Sometimes you wish you could delete your past, undo wrong you've caused or wrong that's been caused to you. Sometimes you want to escape it all, but no matter what you do, you pay for everything in the end. I wish I could delete people out of my life, people I hate yet still care deeply for. I will never admit to them, or to people who know them, ( Read more... )

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Trying to be the nice guy, the knight, the true love, Is far to much work. Every attempt I make to save someone i love, or protect someone in danger, goes without thanks. Infact I get BLAMED for their misfortune. Maybe I should become a dick like every other guy. This really isn't worth my time. I'm tired of getting shit on from multiple angles. ( Read more... )

Seriously, that is the only explaination. Zach meets girl, girl is awesome. Zach and girl start getting to know each other, start getting ready for the relationship part, girl moves Zach looks for new one. Only one thing is different, this one has changed me in this brief reprieve from solitude. This one touched something that hasn't been touched ( Read more... )

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It's slowly being written, but it looks like it's going to be either a romantic comedy or a jim carrey movie. We'll see. So far though, It's not as bad as it once was.

How does one who's lost most show someone who's lost nothing? I want someone to know how I feel, how it feels, when I lose her. I put so much time and effort into making her feel like a good person. She runs away from me every chance she gets. Like all the women of my life have, well they either run, or like an idiot, I drive them off. I want her ( Read more... )

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First this little excursion was ment as self improvement. Now it's turning into self deprivation, humiliation, losing self confidence and becoming overly stressed. I need to find someone to alleviate this. But I'm so low right now, that I don't have the confidence to even offer myself to a woman. I feel worse than I did before I ever had sex and ( Read more... )

I have an unending urge to end a human life. NOthing personal either, just beat someone to death with my bear hands. I have this tingle in my spine that vibrates recklessly and dangerously when people irritate me. I don't like it, it makes me feel heartless. Most of the people I want to end I'd consider mercy killings. Mostly because they don't ( Read more... )