well its been absoultly forever since i last wrote here. i guess i just havent thought of writing cause i felt like i didnt really need to or i just forgot. but ya things have been going really well for me since ive been with orlando. he brings a happiness into my life that hasnt been there for a long time. he makes me feel good about myself, like ( Read more... )

nessas got a boyfriend!

things going very good
going back to school i think in the fall. getting a job at cumbys maybe or a horse farm...cool shit.
i rode on a motorcyle for the first time friday. it was cool shit. very fun and kinda scary at first
but ya. im goin out with orlando today.yay! hes a hottie. but ya thats all bye

maybe its just me but i feel like people arnt being totally honest with me.

hmmm....things are never changing. still feel like the same peice of shit i felt like awhile ago. havent hung out with josh thou so i guess thats good. havent even talked to him since last time i wrote. he called me today but i told him i couldnt talk. i talked to my little brother today. i was fucking really happy. i love him so much and i miss ( Read more... )

well me and kenny arnt going out anymore. ive started talking to josh again which is no good. bad bad bad. i hate it when people fite. thats all that ever happens at my house. everyone fites and its gay. o well i guess ill live but i mite fucking strangle someone soon. im getting sick of all this bullshit.

so things are a smidge better. ive stopped the drugs except for weed. and i dont even smoke that much anymore. going to ipswitch high tommorrow so i can get back in school. i almost have a job too. at cumbies. its not my first choice but hey its a job rite?? so ya still feeling pretty shitty but im trying to take it as something that will pass soon ( Read more... )

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