well today hopefully me n orlando will finally get to move into ur apartment. weve been waitng since friday and its really annoying to hafta wait so long. yesterday we went to the doctors and got to listen to the babies heartbeat. it was so awesome it made it seem so much more real to me. im excited for wednesday cause then we are going to get and ( Read more... )

woo hoo friday me n my babay are moving into our first apartment together!! yay im so excited....
monday im going to the doctors and were gunna be able to hear our babys heatbeat and maybe well even get and ultrasound..that would be cool cool. im probablly gunna cry when i hear the heartbeat cause im gay like that...anywho thats all justa quicky

well i cant sleep. i fell asleep for like 20 mins around 5ish and then me n josh n sarsha went to store 24 so josh could get cigs. now i just cant sleep and it sucks. josh is playing some video game that he has been playing sice like 6ish YESTERDAY!! hes barley stopped! well other than not sleeping everthing has been going well. my boobies are ( Read more... )

well wow its been a long long time since ive updated this biznatch. well i ended up going to ozzfest cause i found my ticket and it was the shit. i had funfun lots of fun. im goin to a twiztid concert and i cant wait. kerris going to and were losing our physcopathic virginity together. yay!! things are awesome with orlando like usual. hes the best ( Read more... )

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im so stupid. i lost my ozzfest ticket. i feel really shitty about it cause now its just a waste of orlandos money. ive been looking everywhere for it and i just cant seem to find it anywhere. im starting to wonder if at my party one of cassies little friends took it. i dunno. orlandos probably mad about it cause i know that i would be upset if i ( Read more... )

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1. What is your full name?: vanessa leigh murray ( Read more... )

i hate it when its hot like this.errr it makes me feel like im melting outta my skin. but ya i miss my love very much. ahh idont know what to write here cause i dont think there is much to write about. i slept until like 3 today it was nice. im sweating my balls off. i miss all my friends in amesbury a whole lot. specially kerri and randi and all ( Read more... )

i love feeling like this. everything is going so well in my life. i couldnt ask for anything better than i already have. i feel like i could reach up and touch the stars if i wanted too.