lets jsut say .. im depressed. im single.. and dip shit tied me up and jizzed in me twice. im a horrid person and i want to die. fuck this.

me and zach= over
me and brenden= together.

wow.

Roxi Died sunday... jumped out of the car and got ran over by my tire. died in zachs arms.

RIP <3

I had to come back from alb. 5 days early because Roxi my boxer pup got parvo... lucky me right ( Read more... )

im about to go pick weeds. then im going to a rave. if i can convence Dustin to blow off his gf to go to this rave with me. Im excited, i bet it will be better than arkansas raves and i know i will have fun. Big things like this = funess. haha ( Read more... )

i have realized i need to stop posting about zach because i know what you all are thinking " make up your mind and dump him" ... if i was to post what i was going to post that is most deffinatly what you would be saying. i have desided i shall never get married due to this. every relationship past 6 months ish i always start not wanting to be ( Read more... )

Im in alb. it rocks. im having fun. today jsut sucks though because its really windy... my hair doesnt like wind, that is why today sucks. kthnx

im posting again because this is the first time in like what i think has been three months that i have had connection at my appartment.. wo0t ( Read more... )

me and zach got back togehter..

i think its going to work out this time .. we talked .. about a lot of shit.

i dont feel like going into detail but im sure ya'll are tired of hearing about my confused relationship haha.. ok..

i leave on monday for alb. lets hope the plane doesnt crash... pray for me do0ds.

i went to zach.. to find out if he even wanted me back wich i figured he did because he has cried everytime he saw me since we broke up. i said maybe we can work things out... he was crying.. i felt bad.. and he said " i dont know if we can do that"... i asked "is it worth it to you" and he said " its not worth the pain" so i said fuck it .. ( Read more... )