i broke up with Zach.

last night i made Zach cry. I didnt want to but he made me. He kept asking why i was crying. told him that i didnt want to talk about it and he was getting mad wouldnt leave me alone and finially i said " maybe its the fact i want to sacrafice my family and my animals and you to stay in albuquerque. maybe its the fact if brenden moves here you ( Read more... )

its my b-day. im gettin old ( Read more... )

3 more days till my b-day 10 more days till alb. wo0t ( Read more... )

I felt artistic for like .. an hour then i finially sit down .. and fuck. haha i suck ( Read more... )

i shaved my dog mud today.. fucking.. hilarouse. he looks so funny :D ( Read more... )

last night i had two tripple shot mixed drinks i was feeling good.. then realized i couldnt sleep and took 5 flexerols (sp?) i went to sleep at around 11 and i woke up at 11:30 this morning. What have a become? Is it called an addiction when you cant sleep without taking pills? Its been like this for almost a month now. Drink... take pills... ( Read more... )

today.... is .. boring.

Its been a while. pretty much ive had feelings like i didnt even love zach anymore. Like i dont want to be around him and everything is just fucked up between us and i dont feel like working shit out anymore. but then i think about shit, and how our lives are revolved around each other. How we would be two lost souls if we broke up. He fills ( Read more... )

Me and Zach are failing horribly at having a relationship. I kinda just give up he can break up with me when he's tired of fighting with me over stupid stuff that he fucking starts ( Read more... )