Ive been having doubts about me and zach worst than befor. I just want to be left alone im trying to push him away i think subconciously i want him to break up with me ( Read more... )

Happy easter! Hope its better than mine.

Mud finially got better thank... fucking.. god ( Read more... )

update on mud ( Read more... )

Mud wont eat again. Im feeding him the rest of the antibiotics. Im scared, again, he's my baby :{ i searched on the web to make sure puppy chow dry food was not cantaminated and purina says that all their dry food is fine. the younger puppy seem to be perfectly fine, no loss of appitite at all ( Read more... )

Yesterday was cool. Me and Zach sat around and talked for a bit then went over to kyles to chill with kyle and Zachs dad. We got breakfast and watched a movie then i drove them around helping with with things they needed to get done. Once we got back i desided i wanted to go to the races ( Read more... )

ZACH GOT TICKED FOR HIS FIRST TIME.

he's a real southerner now.

i think he almost cried.

I don't remember if im supposed to go get zach and bring him here or go there and stay for the weekend. I think im going to call jackson and see. I really don't remember. I'm also really sick of the ride but it's worth it so i will deal with it. i should be leaving really soon. Hm ( Read more... )

I was a busy bee today ( Read more... )

Last week was awsome. Its like a took a vacation from life. We hung out with ray a lot and me and caleb got drunk and bonded haha. Zach seems to make all the shit stop and i just had a lot of fun; constantly. i took him back sunday night late that night and he ditched the next day of school and we went to fort smith and it was cool besides ( Read more... )