I told Vindi that i had some things to work out and he knew and understood..... did not even want me to apologize......that made me feel good.....

and i said that he did not love me and he said he DID....lots =)

so good night all.....and thanks for listening to my panic!!!

-Alice

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I have never been in such a mood..... I do not think that the birth control is REALLY kickin in.... well..... I managed to screw up more lives today when I was informed that.....god told Skywalker to fuck off for the rest of her life..... and I am guessing his too...... I dunno.... that made the other wise enjoyable day.....pretty much shitty ( Read more... )