If Only

[twofish8338]

I walked into a patient's room, yesterday, blindly, without knowing anything about that patient, to help her eat breakfast. She had makeup tattooed onto her face. She had makeup tattooed onto her face, and she couldn't even scoop eggs onto her fork without spilling them all over herself. It was like watching a toddler eat. I was completely

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[sparkinthenight]

Just remember everything happens for a reason. But, I hope it never gets easier for you, because that means that you might very well be losing your humanity. Stay strong.

[twofish8338]

*sigh* I hadn't replied to this yet because I was going to call you and tell you how much I appreciated your words via auditory channels. But one day I was too depressed to talk, and the next I had to finish my homework and by the time I was done I had fallen asleep on the table, and the next day was my time with DJ because I never see him, and before I knew it over a week rolled by.
I'm full of excuses. What is so fucking hard about picking up a phone?! I'm sorry. I just really want to tell you that I love you and I appreciate all you've said and done for me.

[sparkinthenight]

That's ok, I know you're busy as hell. Gonna be in Hell the second week of January.