Gah! i am sick my throat hurt my heads hurt im tired i cant get upp or my head feels like it is making a clicking noise oh and i have to go to work tomarow morning... yes work... gah.... and i am depressed today this weekend has been officaially declared SHIT!

school was good i am passing all my classes only geometery i a passing with like a 70 ahhh i know i have a miodterm test tomarow so it will hopefully go okay for me. anyways i have 526 dollars in thebank YAY! i have to go put it in my savings account at like 4 :30

GWAR was amazing... it was almost theatrical.prats and them were there.... including one person i didnt expect...drew....yeah.. i almost hate to say it but he is almost a decent guy...seriously... he was my little body guard last nightduring gwar i was being pushed around like a rag doll... and i tottally crowd surfed and the sercurity guard was ( Read more... )

My little crush is deminished i guess that is a good thing yet a bad thing cause now i am still really hurt with alex i mean it has been a month you would think i would be able to get over it but i am not.I sit here still woundering what if questions... what is i did this or that... blaming myself as uual.. probably because i let my guard down for ( Read more... )

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second day at work.. things went well nothing terrible happen met some peoplei work with ryan davis...this kid micheal and like four chris' my trainers sara and mandi... and finkel.. i think i dont remember his name... but yes it was interesting ... i dont do half as much as i did at eppys and am a shit load more.. yay!

Erika want to join the marines i will kill her before she does...literally im not joking...watch a chick flick today.... i cried soooooooo not fun.....

homecoming = fun... bill was a good date i met lots of band people.... watched harold and kumar ... SOMEONE YOU LOVES THAT MOVIE AS MUCH AS ME!!! yes yes well i am unusually tired...nighty night

went o cafe istanbual got erika a job bellydanceing. smoked out of a Huka.. yum yum peach didnt go see the rocky horror picture show wanted to ... nothing else semi important.....

as i said at the last comment im trying to change i was doing really good untill today i have kinda been controlling my anger towards people and being optimistic and stuff and today i had a relapse... Bo a friend of mine got sooo angry at the fact that i havent talked to alex in like a week and a half and he like forced me to talk to him and all ( Read more... )