numerous occasions i sit here and disect my life and complain about what is wrong with it. Numerous of times i have blamed it on someone else or even something without knowing, sometimes, it may just be my fault. From messed up meaningless relationships in which i know will never work even if i wanted it to, to the most recent one that actually ( Read more... )

When I think of all the things that has happened in the last week from death of someone i used to be close with , to fights bettween best friends i find myself to almost be at peace. Just knowing the death is not just a bad thing it is a way to find eternal happiness.Arguements are normal, yet dont let it destroy something beautiful. Being close to ( Read more... )

* Me and jen dont really have as close as of relationship as we used too ( Read more... )

Coming home from work my dad actually picked me up and He had his usual radio station on i think it was WSB and it has these conversations about the war and Iraq and Bush... i was literally about to scream at the radio. This guy who is sooo into being an american is just as bad as any type of extreamist islamic, arab , muslim what ever sterotype ( Read more... )

The Universe tends to unfold as it should is probably the best advice to give anyone... i seriously never belived untill certain things happened... I relized how much i have changed over like 5 months..i dont get mad all that easily and i just let things happen as they should , everything happens for a reason... thinking this way just reduces sooo ( Read more... )

Stole this from some girl on LJ on my friends' friend's page ( Read more... )

January - Stopped doing any sort of Drugs (still clean)Stop talking to drew ( Read more... )

kyle is leaving to california tomarow...sadd but he came over tonight i am left speechless....

Okay, havent updated in a long time....as from former updates me and alex havent talked in a longggggggg time. Friday we were at the locker as usually me being all nice did what i always do and say hello and he just comes out and says he had talked to jen and that she had invited him to hang out and wanted to know howi felt about it.... i didnt ( Read more... )

So yesturday i decided to actually be civil towards alex... asked how his concert went...soo i told bo that and he was proud that i talk to him for the first time in months....literally. and than bo said "werent you talking shit about him this morning? something like ewwwww?" i was kinda upset because as much as i dislike alex at this time i ( Read more... )