dumb de dumb... work was good today... i had fun and i did all my dishes well. that nav kinda assumes i like Nick (my cook) i do but he is quitting and i have like no chance even though robert says i do. I think i amdoing well in school prolly because i have no one to talk to besides alex and bow.... and today bow wasnt there :(..... it made me sad ( Read more... )

Today was sooo depressing in fact this weekend was terrible... the guy i kinda liked made me feel like the lowest dirtiest piece of dirt in the world. And the guy i actually really like who works with me is quitting. It makes me sad...and than bow told me alex still likes me ...its like i will never get what i want. everything is just soooo ( Read more... )

It is 3 in the morning and i cant sleep. i can stop thinking about this guys at work erika knows who and it is bothering the hell outta me... Gah!i guess i just have to keep on telling myself..."he has a girlfriend" yet that doesnt work very much.

my cook at work is hot.....well to me he is like cute but really cute just all nice and stuff.... tihn took me on a date it was fun..... i enjoyed myself... tihn was really nice and stuff. bought me everything.... he was a real gentlemen..... work is fun besides rick (my manager) hitting me with towels. and Nav (BOSS) throwing buckets of water on ( Read more... )

its seems people forgot my bithrday is on saturday... they all have other plans.

I GOT A JOB AT EPPYS!!!! YAY! IM SO HAPPY!!!!

All about me ! hehehe im conceeded

Blah.... my and tinh beat the shit out of each other... its weird cause i guess it was all in good fun... i dunno.... either way i guess i am not mad at him anymore... although he really brings the violent side outta me... i mean i really hate to be touched unless i want it... i hate when people think they can touch me... i kinda think i have a ( Read more... )

I got home from hanging out with some of my new friends... john andrew and chris... and i was bored and i started to go through peoples profiles on AIM. than i did the stupidist thing... i went back to alex's old xanga... i sat there reading everyone seeing how much i used to hangout with him... going to homecoming (a disater) and how we found the ( Read more... )

GAH!.... this guys likes me ...alot...aparently... i talked to him for like hours...but i dont like him like that... i mean i barely know him....hes kinda not my type... but whats is my type? geez i hate myself... oh course erika is like "ahhhh hes soooo hott" but like i dont see it that much.. not to sound shallow but dont i need a little physical ( Read more... )