Stories to remember to tell from Utah ( Read more... )

Timeline ( Read more... )

I had a signal flare thrown in my face, and the brightness was intense. I can't ignore that blinding fire or I'll be hurt more than I already have. I did my part, don't forget that. I did all I was able to and now it just plain seems at the finale. Never say never, but I've reached a threshold ( Read more... )

Pay very close attention to the rest of this year. I have a feeling some very strange things are going to happen. Not necessarily bad, but not necessarily good. I've already experienced a few:

1. Weird Star
2. Fox
3. Bartalini

So yeah. Just pay attention.

Time to review the positives in my life for the sake of getting through the holidays with a great big smile on my face. A brand new year to atone for all of the mistakes that have burdened my otherwise suffocating ego. Time to reflect on the improvements and growing we've all done this year. If we haven't, then that's another thing that needs to be ( Read more... )

What a horrible funk of LJs this is becoming. I didn't want to write another one unless there was something somewhat positive to go on. Which...I mean I guess there's not that much ( Read more... )

So here's where it stands. I'm a screw up. So's she. But I'm forced to be out of the picture for now. Understanding, yes. Like it? Not in the least bit ( Read more... )

Moving out this month. Easier than I thought it'd be. Not without a little fight though. Back to dad's for a bit. Then by myself. What else is new ( Read more... )

This is absurdly fucking hard. It has been one WEEK and already I'm feeling so defeated. I don't have it in me to just give up and stop fighting but Jesus CHRIST, I need something to feed off of. I need some spark of positiveness or whatever the hell word is needed there. I need SOMETHING to make me feel like I'm making some progress. It's not even ( Read more... )

Well that was just about the most humiliating thing anyone could ever do ( Read more... )