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i can get so old i bust up all my old shoes and all my old hearts ( Read more... )

ok well.
tornadoes in the midwest very sad.

but.

today,
we may be getting
a THUNDERSTORM
in
NOVEMBER.

ahhh isn't that exciting?
i'm in love with this forecast.
(even though tomorrow will be 20 degrees colder).

win-win.
because today i get a fabulous lightningfest
and, tomorrow,
i get to wear THE winter coat again!

i am scheduling a movie into my day today.
homework? BAH!
it owes me.

step twenty:

ultimate indian giver
realizes
there are some presents
you just cannot get back.

will still try and try and try.
will pay the price
and fifty percent interest.

and then,
anyway,
it was my fault.
my choice.

it's on days like this ( Read more... )

it's that old familiar

cold

feeling.

and no arms.
they are cotton and they are wool.
a shaven sheep looks for a blanket and a room.

a shaven sheep falls asleep on the straw
and it is 30 degrees
and she is out of season.

<3

i want my life back ( Read more... )

i have fucked up my life.

scratch. that isn't the worst part.
i have fucked you over.

it still matters to me.
you think i don't care, but i do.
i would take all of your pain if it meant
you could live free.

<3

twelve step twelve day program ( Read more... )