i may or may not have made a mistake.
you were my cement shoes.
i grew out of them.
i needed to run,
but now i am barefoot
and the world is all hotsharp coals.

i did it.
i did it and that's the end.
there are too many ends.

(from dani from shaunagh from eileen from rob ( Read more... )

i don't consider myself a bad driver. on the road, in actual driving situations, like changing lanes, moving in a straight line, yielding....i've never had trouble. my three accidents read like a list of what happened to a driving-age charlie brown on a bad day ( Read more... )

remember back in the day
when 4/10ths of my entries were politically charged
and colleen and peter left a lot of
bush-y comments?

then i mellowed out.
and stopped fighting so much.
(still caring, no energy, no election)

i just read an article in The New York Times Magazine about the core of the crusade against gay marriage.
Revealing that the ( Read more... )

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i've run my heart like a mill ( Read more... )

i have thought about it&decided
that i would never be able to live alone,
as i am far too AFRAID OF THE DARK.
already, i just have this one side of the house all to jessica
this weekend,
and every time the dog moves ( Read more... )

THAT'S HIGH SCHOOL.
(except for one exam,
and prom,
and graduation,
and decorating the newspaper room)

so. hey.
it's like i'm an adult or something.

<3

i feel so...
LIBERATED.

best high of my life.
last year X 2000000000000.
<3 to all who made my second kairos
the most phenomenal four days.
to all the silver and all the gold.
loveeeee all around.

<3

KAIROS.

back after.

<3