So ok I pretty much can feel that its going to be over between Megan nad I....but i really don't want to let go. Its just she really doesn't even care...so why do I so much? I can't help but love her, but i have to be strong enough to let go because if I don't she will just walk all over me time and time again. Its not to say that Megan is not a ( Read more... )

So I finally talked with Megan...well through e-mail anyway...but I dont think I really got any further...and I think its basically over...I was so stressed out I couldnt even work today. After about 2 hrs I told my boss I needed to call it a day...(which is fine there cause I can basically come and go as I please) but I really needed sometime to ( Read more... )

so now its officially been a month since i have had any contact with Megan...phone, letter, or internet...last time we talked was on June 6th on the phone. And I really though we had a great conversation everything seemed good. I would just think she was busy, but her mom says she calls once a week, and was telling me how Megan was talking to her ( Read more... )

So I have been working for the last wekk or so...doing some basically crap work for this business about to open here in La Fronteria. Everyday I remind mysefl, I am doing it for Megan, to save to money to see her....yet I still haven't talked to her in almost a month now. I think its ridiculous that I am here making all these sacrafices for her, ( Read more... )

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So I am just here bored outta my mind today, and I decided to do this...I know it does not matter really, but Megan and I have been going out for 1 year 5 months and 12 days (I guess 13 since after mid-night) I know that off the top of my head, but anyway...it is approximatly 514 days, and in that 514 days as a couple, we were "together" (not ( Read more... )

$313 down....$1687 to go

YAY....I got to talk to Megan today, it was acctually nice. I am feeling kinda happy now, but I still really really miss her. It was funny cause when I heard the phone ring I was like thats Megan in my head, of course everytime the phone rings I am hoping its her, so I guess thats kinda bound to happen eventually. I can't wait to go see her in ( Read more... )

I miss Megan...that is all. Love you Megan.

Lies, lies, and more lies, what is with all this drama???