I don't know what the hell is going on, but I do not like it. So a couple days ago one of Megan's friends tells me that she told him her engagement had ended about 2 weeks ago. I don't know whats that about and obviously something I need to talk to Megan about, but she is in Japan so I havent been able to get ahold of her yet. I was not going to ( Read more... )

Well I am back home, and Megan is most likely at this point still on her way to Japan. I told her to call me when she gets there, but I didn't think about that her cell phone isn't international so it won't work. Now I dont know how I am going to get ahold of her, I hope that she writes or is able to call or get online or something like that soon. ( Read more... )

Well I saw Megan for the last time for maybe 2 years today. *sigh* when I think about it like that I get really sad, but I think I will be alright. I know we can do it, but it is going to be soo hard without her for sooo long. I think the hardest things will be the summers, because thats when I will have more free time and just yeah. I think Megan ( Read more... )

Megan is leaving the day I come home from school *sigh* Sunday when I left we did not leave on such good terms, but I am going to come home after my final on Tuesday to spend sometime with her, and I hope that it all goes well. I love Megan with all my heart and soul, but well she knows what. I hope that Tuesday we have a nice time together because ( Read more... )

Megan got home on Saturday, but she is all sick which I hate when she is sick I just want to make her feel better. I spent most of Sunday with her which means I had to get up at 6am to come back to school this morning, but Megan is worth it. I got here way to early which I knew I would, but oh well I will just mess around for an hour or so. ( Read more... )

1 more day before I get to see my goddess again, before I get to hold her in my arms, and see her beautiful smile. I can't wait to give her a kiss and tell her how much I love her. 24 more hours before Megan is here, I am so nervous and I don't know why. I just want to be with my pimptress. Love you Megan.

3 more days, 3 more days *dances around* Hmmm the days are draggin, stupid time *shakes fist* It should go faster *kicks clock, go faster* Love you Megan.

1 week...7 days...168 hours...10080 minutes...604800 seconds (for the record if thats wrong I did it without a calculator) I am so excited, can't wait. Love you Megan.

I got to talk to Megan online today, a few minutes ago. I really needed to talk to her since she is the only perons I really feel comfertable confiding with. After I few minutes of saying how I dont like being without her, which I guess I shouldn't say cause she seemed to take it as I don't love her but anwyay. I decided I want to talk to her about ( Read more... )

I hate life, and I hate you too.