I feel like

[txmxdx]

today is the day that my world is going to get totally shattered apart and that there is nothing I can do or say that will stop it. Oh the joy.

Comments

[alyrus]

Do you still feel like your world was shattered apart?

No I don't

[txmxdx]

but I do feel like things are vastly out of my control. I just wish I knew what I had to do to get what I want because I would do whatever it was in a heartbeat no questions asked.

Time will tell

[alyrus]

what is going to happen. Figuring things out and making decisions is hard for all parties. Facing the difficult decision of making change is frightening for me. Deep down I know what is best for me and hopefully either things will naturally go the way they should, or I will gain the strength to get out of my own way.

So don't feel alone... things are pretty out of my control too. We just have to hold on.

Re: Time will tell

[txmxdx]

I will hold on because you are so very special to me and I donn't want to let go even though I feel so lost right now without you. Very lost.