I've said it before but this time it's real. I am leaving this journal behind. It's been fucked with so much I don't have the desire to continue it. I will be starting a new one but it will be friends only and may be at DeadJournal. I want to be able to write about how I feel and what's going on and what I'm doing without worrying about being ( Read more... )

"You're all a bunch of fucking assholes! you know why? You don't have the guts to be what you wanna be! you need people like me! you need people like me so you can point your fucking fingers."

Hell's coming...watch out...

So congrats to Jenny Dray who broke into my journal and fucked it all up. My paid account. Fuck it. I don't have the energy to fix the damn thing and that's fine. Also, she fucked my MSN to hell and back and I'm not into fixing that either. I really hope that fucking with my life makes you feel better about not having one. I don't have the time to ( Read more... )

Myself
by Maroon 5I have told ( Read more... )

The World's On Heroin ( Read more... )

Well, I was dreading it and it happened - Justin and I had our official first fight as a couple. *sigh* It was bad and of course, my fault. Really. Way too much to drink and way too many emotions. It did make me realize, though, how much I hate the thought of losing him. Not that I didn't know already. The big thing is that some things came up ( Read more... )

We had the best time ever on Saturday. Went to J.T.'s (must remember to start using initials before I get myself in trouble) for a barbeque and EVERYONE was there. Filled the keg, they ate nasty crawfish. I have never seen so many cool guys in one place. Not that I'm saying attractive guys, just cool as hell. All different kinds and ages, some that ( Read more... )

Henry Rollins - I Know You ( Read more... )

Walk ( Read more... )

Fuck it. I'm done writing in this thing. I am sick and tired of having my life and actions analyzed. That is not my reason for writing. I write to help sort things out in my head. Unfortunately, people just can't seem to resist pointing out my flaws and downfalls (all of which I assure you I'm well aware of to begin with) and that's not something I ( Read more... )