So now is the moment of reckoning, do I sink or do I swim ( Read more... )

Okay so why, I know that it hasnt been that long sense i last updated but now a days things are changing so fast. Last time i wrote in here i was waiting on a call from the navy, and as most of you guys know I finally recived that call. As of tuesday the 13th of december I will no longer be in michigan, I will be off at boot camp, why when they ( Read more... )

Okay lets start this off by saying If this one gets lost two Im going to shoot myself. So I really have alot to say even though i dont think tha anyone reads this damn thing but i guess that this is the way for me to get all my problems out of the way and just kind of put them all down on paper. Well on the computer so to speak. Id like to start ( Read more... )

okay so i just typed the longest entry that i have ever done and I lost it so yeah

Guten Tag alis. Okay so that is enough german for now. anyway so I know that I havent updated in a while but you know me always busy. So here goes some of whats been going on, I am single and have been for quite some time just wanted to make that really clear, I am trying to find that perfect someone only im not really looking, which is the fun ( Read more... )

So I would like to start off by saying sorry to Michael, What I wrote in here the other day was wrong and I really shouldnt have done it, However I was really angry but that is no excuse for being that Immature. So yesterday he and I had a really long talk and I think that we both came to a good arangment, We are going to try the Whole friends ( Read more... )

Ok so I dont think that i should have said all that but i was just really really mad. However, I did mean almost all the stuff that I said cept the hole thing about hoping that I am positive, not only would that ruine my life it would also ruin yours but what i said about not knowing was true and that i will post it in my journal for the world to

Okay so today I called someone who I thought to be a friend, You know one of those after relationship FRIENDS, Well today I called the Fucking asshole Michael James and was like you know what Iam going to talk to you on the real, and I want to know if you still want to be friends WIT me and you know what the nerve the ass had he fuckin corrected my ( Read more... )

Okay, so I have only been at this job for about 4 months maybe less anyway I am about to take this really big test for work to make me part of the managment team... Kind of nervous however I think that I have got it down I mean the test isnt that hard only it takes forever I mean like three to four hours of test taking, and it is on everything and ( Read more... )

So I went to the doctors today... What a trip, they increased my meds and took blood for my knee. Also I figured that it should be time to take the test, I had them take blood to run tests to see if I am HIV postive, it is just a procaution I mean, in the last couple months I have been a little slut and I just want to make sure that im okay and ( Read more... )