Well, Tomorrow is the last day of the mod. So Thursday I start my 4th mod. 3 mods to go till I'm done. Its not going fast enough. I tryed talking to Mike monday sunday night. All was well intil he brought up Jay. I was trying to tell him about everthing that went down, but he wasnt trying to hear it. He's so sure me and his best friend are fucking ( Read more... )

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Well, After talking to my mom, a few friends, and doing a lot of thinking. I've decided to make that move. As I layed in bed thinking about the past 8 years I've spent in Maryland, theres nothing here for me. I have to start living for me. So August 1st I'm moving to Miami, Florida with my parents. I'll take with me, my daughter of course, and my ( Read more... )

Well, my mommy & daddy are home. They weren't suppose to be home until the 16th but they got back friday night. I'm glad they are back. I'm just sad that after all they put into the last year of planning for this trip, they had such a horrible time. Needless to say, I'm proud to be an American. After hearing the stories, seeing the pictures, and ( Read more... )

"I am done with great things and big plans, great institutions and big success. I am for those tiny, invisible loving human forces that work from individual to individual, creeping through the crannies of the world like so many rootlets, or like the capillaries."

This year is for me. Time to live life for me. Me and my little one. Happy New Year.

This week has been one of the hardest. Facing reality is a hard thing to do. I love Mike so much. Being in love is a beautiful thing, until you play the fool. But its just not fair. I wish I wasnt in love with him so he couldnt hurt me. He dont deserve me. Wasted my time, thinking bout him, when he aint ganna never change. I tried so hard to be ( Read more... )

Life really sucks right now. its like days away from Chirstmas and still I have no job and no money. I've put in so many applications and nothing. I just dont get it. There has to be a GOOD PAYING job out there that offers suitable hours for a single mother and college student. I need to win the lotto already. I wrote Mike a letter and mailed it ( Read more... )

All is going well. I'm looking forward to spending the holidays with my new family. I'll be spending this Thanksgiving With Mike and his family. Rayna is ganna be with her grandparents from Wednesday through sunday. I got a 4 day break, I'm happy as fuck! Mike got sum Mushy's and a hotel room for us. Ganna be a blast. Can't wait ( Read more... )

I miss seeing my friends and doing stuff. I was looking through old pictures and thinking about all the different roads those I love have traveled. Friends that I no longer speak too, new friends I'm making. Everything is so different as you get older. But I'm doing well. I'm doing the best I've ever done in school, all 100% on every test and every ( Read more... )

I must say that this past week has been rather interesting. Still no sign of that monthly reminder that I will not get fat in 9months. I was scared shitless. I called mike and told him my fear. and he was surprisingly calm about the whole thing. So I couldnt wait any longer, I went to rite aid and brought the damn test. As I sat on my toilet scared ( Read more... )