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I think I'm having hallucinations. I'm seeing stuff everywhere. Rats, snakes, fires. I haven't slept in days. There seems to be snakes crawling all over my walls.
Plus, my chest hurts. If I go to a doctor he's gonna make up some shit about how I don' t eat. But that's not it, -
Hmm...
So it seems my escape attempt was noticed. I was dragged back to this shit hole and forced to see nutritionists about my so called eating disorder. Stupidest thing i've heard. I'm healthy. So...yeah, hit me up on aim i'm adlery2marmar -
Huh
I'm bored. I think I'm going crazy. I don't like it here. I don't like the people. And I don't like being forced to eat. I feel like I'm going insane. I can't take being cooped up. I need my freedom. I need to get back out and perform and be worshipped again. -
Help?
I don't know what happened. I don't know if Joe Perry was allowed in to see me or if he just sneaked in. Either way, he did. He talked for a while. Then cut to the chase. He wanted sex. When I refused, he beat me and raped me. Either way, I want to say that I don't want to see him. If he comes round asking to see me could you please refuse him ( Read more... ) -
You wanna know why I'm a fucked up anorexic heroin junkie?
Two words. Joe Perry. My ex. More famously known as the lead guitarist of Aerosmith. We were lovers on and off down through the years. He's the cause of my problems. He tells me i'm fat, flabby, overweight. He's too controlling. He'd control everything i say, do, eat, see. If I broke his rules, or even if I didn't, I got one hell of a beating. He's ( Read more... ) -
I seem to be settling in
I've been here like, a week now. It sucks. I'm trying desperately to stick to my diet but the fucking nurses insist on shoving food down my throat. But I've met some interesting people. Steve Clark, Nikki Sixx. Not sure if i like him yet. He calls me skeletor @_@ god knows why. I'm so overweight. Maybe he means it sarcastically. I met Alice Cooper ( Read more... ) -
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Ladies and gentlemen, Aerosmith is no more. I promise. They put me in here. Perry was behind it, I know he was. That bastard has wanted me out of the band. Made up some shit about me having anorexia so he'd get rid of me, have me locked away in here. But there's nothing wrong with me. Hear me? Nothing! I'm not underweight. I do not have a problem.