how funny that this song should be playing as i choose to write in my long neglected journal... feels as though it's been awhile anyway
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Just had to attempt to tell you here, I can identify with your troubles there...the things you mention at the top, sans the weed... i feel like that a wicked lot...only the recent decision to nurse my real dreams away has changed the pattern...have you heard this one: the funky thing you're going through the left-coasters call your "saturn returning"...which correlates your age to the number of years saturn takes to orbit the sun...so...naturally...clearly....this is a time not unlike a mid-life "crisis" when you reflect and don't always like what you see or that issues have not been dealt with... this woman i cried at during a ruckus society activism training insisted that i snap out of it before i turned 30 or else it would never go away... helpful stuff...of course, no amount of explaining or rationalizing away the actual experience of push-pull doldrums necessarily helps... but taking classes is fun... it's been almost two weeks since you posted that, though.... technology and death and statues and men thanking mr bush and the
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