At least I'm trying to put my life back together. We'll see how it goes. I've been taking my kind of walking tour of San Francisco...I'm delivering flyers. This week so far I've delivered 3000 of them in two days, yesterday working another job as well, and today I'm hoping to deliver 3000-4000 more, for a total of 6000 of them this week. Today ( Read more... )

My life is becoming very interesting. That is all I have to say. Parts falling apart in some areas, kicking ass in others. Everything on the brink and then I'm able to pull it off. Before life just felt like crap. There are definantly opportunities for romance, but I'm putting it off just a little while longer. I'm actively fixing things in ( Read more... )

Right now I feel as if the worst possible things could happen to me(and they could) and I still would be better than I have been the past couple of years. It's about inner strength. There is no worst feeling then feeling like some deeply injured animal who feels like hiding in some dark hole and crawling up and dying. In that state you don't ( Read more... )

Life has been getting slowly better for a long time. Let's see how the next few weeks go.

My mother had been born and raised in Sacramento, so when we moved to Salt Lake City she was well prepared for what was needed for the cold elements that blew outside in the wintery wonderland. We had previously live in Whitefield, NH, which is on the other side of the white mountains somewhat closer to the Candian border than I've ever lived in ( Read more... )

I grew up in a family of 6 including 4 children. One of the aspects of the family I grew up in was that we were loud; very loud. I remember living in Salt Lake City, where the large house we were in was on a corner lot with a large lawn; I was in charge of mowing once a week or two when the frost and snow had left the ground and it was warm enough ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in a while. Things are good; back to normal for the most part. But somethings are still missing in my life. I think I'm just waiting for the right situation and time.

I know I screwed up on my last assignment, but I'm walking away from it with something. That something is perhaps a little less of an empty heart and the realization I need to deal with people in a manner that is appropriate to the situation as it is called for. The trouble with my last assignment is they didn't really need me there so there was ( Read more... )

I know I've been kind of financially irresponsible for the past few months. I just needed to just sit back and marinate too get my head back together. Yeah, I said marinate. Hell of a choice of words, I know, but it pretty much explains figuratively what I have been doing. I also haven't been impressing the client I was working for very much ( Read more... )

Everyone is posting on their journals about being 5 years since Be Not Nobody was released, written by Vanessa Carlton, so I figured I'd do so as well ( Read more... )