There is no shade at night...

[tyme02]

Emotional surplus spills out through the only way it knows how to any more. I remember the days when the only way I knew how to handle this much emotion was punching things. HA. I've got a little bit of scar tissue to remind me not to do that anymore. Oh yeah, and the glasses I always have to wear. I think I've just never liked crying, even though

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[thanh]

Yes, you are a grown ass man. -But everyone, both young and old, have nightmares.

EVERYONE.

And..every person goes through life at their own pace. I think the point is, as long as you're GOing, it's okay. Maybe the question to ask yourself is, do YOU feel like you're "doing anything with your life," as you put it? Are you working towards figuring out ur "burning passion," if you will, or have you found it? If so, than fuck what other people think. If not, than hell, it's not too late to sign up for a class for the fall. :)

P.S. You're worth a lot, and to a lot of people.

Um, I forgot people read this...

[tyme02]

But wow. I also forgot that friends say nice things when you're feeling down. Um, also I always had the feeling, even up until I read this, that you still kinda didn't like me. But I don't think you woulda left that comment if you didn't. It just always seemed like you didn't see me for who I liked to think I was, but gave the impression that you saw right through me, it was very confusing for me.And I found this out right after I started to think that we were gonna be good friends. Anyway, after being very off put by that for a long time, I just accepted that there were gonna be people who don't like me sometimes, and you were one of them. weird.
P.S. this isn't another "woe is me" session, it's just how things were. I was just having a rough day that day.