Been over a year that I've been unemployed. Just got turned down for a job at Trader Joe's. I knew I'd aged/skillsetted out of my profession, and will never have another tech job (applied for literally hundreds anyway, even managed to get a couple interviews), but after getting turned down for several retail and even fast food jobs, I am ( Read more... )

I know it's a trite cliché, but it often feels like I never really left jail. It's always there, just waiting for something to cue it, start me me shaking and sweating, feeling like I'm going to puke.

After several interviews over several months that have gone nowhere, I'm honestly beginning to wonder if I'll ever work in the tech industry again. Really starting to get to me, not sleeping well, and pretty damn depressed.

Getting a vasectomy a week before Christmas. So that should be cool.

LiveJournal Party!!

So, I've been put on blood pressure meds. This should be interesting.

Been very angry lately...need to start finding more productive outlets again....

So, in that 10 years, a lot of stuff happened ( Read more... )

Just realized that last week was the 10th anniversary of me opening my LJ account. What an odd 10 years it's been.

Bloop bloop bloop.