i'm just gonna type. cause usually when my fingers hit the keys, they just keep going. well, it's been a long week. it's been a hard week. you know, i just realized that no matter how much i say i'm over you, i'm really not. not at all. but it doesn't matter. either way, it was finished before it even started. you never gave us a chance. you never ( Read more... )

Well I'll just give a little update. Thursday was an early dismissal. We got out around 1:40p.m., I came home at 2 and took a nap and then was off to work at 3. On Friday we got out at 12:30. Alana came over. First we got some food then rented Accepted ad Ice Age. Accepted was funny. I'm watching Ice Age now. We took some pictures. Then today went ( Read more... )

I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why cant I get it right, just cant let it goAfter school, ELC stayed until 6 to practise our dance for pep rally tomorrow. gotta be at ( Read more... )

FUCKING BAD DAY AT SCHOOL
FUCKING BAD DAY AT WORK
FUCKING PISSED WHEN MY MOM CAME TO PICK ME UP
SO LEG OFF MEEEEEEE
FUCK!

week is as follows ( Read more... )

alrighty so today was a PA day for me. sooo woke up around 8:30 a.m. and then got ready and reached amina's house by 11:30 ish. Stephanie was already there. So we got ready and what not and bussed to the mall where we met Jesse and Raj. Stephanie and amina were balling out Fergilicious on the bus...SO EMBARASSING! Then Stephanie and I split up from ( Read more... )

is it bad that i'm jealous? but i have every right to be...she has everything that i want. and it's not fair. i've been through so much more. it's just not fair.

payday last wednesday. shopping with the girls tomorrow? HELL FUCKING YEAH!

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"On the outside, she holds it all together ( Read more... )

"So please god, give me the strength to have what it takes to carry on
Till I pass 50 back the baton, the camera's on, my soul is gone"--EVIL DEEDS; EMINEM

nuff said.