why is it that i take certain coincidences and turn them into reasons?

Example; someone's listening to a song the exact same time as me and i think it's a sign for something. i'm not even gonna go into details.

got my ELC sweater. SOO SEXAAYYYY! went to the doctor's for the second time in 3 days. fucking hell. got my tb test done for work. the needle hurt like a bitch. yesterday was the season premiere of the oc. and i actually missed it. because i had a meeting at 5 and didn't get home until late. i need to youtube it mayne. i was literally crying when i ( Read more... )

this was my day ( Read more... )

i'm such a failure.
look, they even wrote a song about me. (look at current music)

cause i am, whatever you say i am ( Read more... )

"cause i am, whatever you say i am ( Read more... )

it's so hard. not many people actually can relate. but i'm dealing, somehow. i don't know how. i'll admit though...everyday i pray for a change. i'm still praying though. i won't give up hope...not yet.

my head really hurts. you're probably wondering why.

for the first time, in a long time...i'm completely unattached to a guy. i'm not dating, i don't like anyone. it actually feels weird. lol. i guess i'm just keeping a low profile. because after everything that happened, i have lost ALL faith. i'm just gonna stop chasing and let them chase me. i'm frustrated now. i never pick the right ones. i can't ( Read more... )

Yesterday went to a huge famjam because my beautiful cousin Nicky got engaged to her boyfriend Rob. Saw most of the cousins and had a great time. Got home around 3 and slept soundly until 1:30 this afternoon. I'll update pictures when I get them!