Tortoises making love and nuns in rubber boots...surreptitiously, I hope its not all for nothing.

this weekend was long, and nauseating. i think i really for the first time, scared the bageebers out of myself. i'm a flake. i stay up until 11 a.m. wishing i hadn't done what i did. i feel it for days after. i don't know how to pull it back together sometimes when everything's great. i do this every month or so. like the seasons thing. its a ( Read more... )

We hurt one another. We go through life dressing up in new clothes and covering up our true motives. We meet up lightly, and then we give each other pain. We don't want to. What we want to do, what one really wants to do is put out one's hands- like some dancer in a trance, just put out one's hands- and touch all the people and tell them: I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I guess by the bloodstain on your lips ( Read more... )

Its all okay.

I missed what I was supposed to learn ( Read more... )

you are new with a promise of a love ( Read more... )

Have a good begining and a great end,
the middle will take care of itself.

ps. the entire united states of america will be rocking iphones come july. just throwing it out there.

You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed.
With a single pillow underneath your single head.
I guess you decided that that old queen holds more space than you would need.
Now it's in the alley behind your apartment with a sign that says it's free.

And I hope you have more luck with this than me. You used to think that someone ( Read more... )

Is it possible to truly enjoy life being alone ( Read more... )