I've got first day of school jitters. i dont recognize anyone, again... its scary scary scary ( Read more... )

need putting back together.
yesterday i made gingerbread cake!
cleaned my casa.
didn't drink!
high five...low five...side five!

still losing the edge ( Read more... )

i feel sick, like cough cough, sick sick...but im pretty sure i'm doing it to myself ( Read more... )

all in all yesterday was great...i will drop anything for a good powder day. fantastic ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my favorite muffin. It's really loud here, I just finished writing a paper for contemporary american lit, and I've overheard three of the most unfulfilling conversations I've overheard in a while. There are these two borderline scene girls on my left gossiping their brains out. "So and so said that so and so...but I mean really, so ( Read more... )

all of this is a sign.
glynnis needs a big change.
everything will be ok. it's all hurting real bad.
i've found out who my true friends are.
and i've realized i probably do have a bit of a problem, if the panic attacks weren't big enough precursors.

happy new year.
please.

i'm spending money like i actually have it ( Read more... )

some nights aren't as stable as others.

it bums me out.

whoever thought that bringing food into the library right now was a good idea isn't nice. i mean the whole place smells like chicken now...at least i think its chicken but it might be macaroni, sometimes the two smell the same to me. sometimes everything smells the same just like how seeing people for the first time again can feel scary and make ( Read more... )