My brain is exploding. My computer is exploding. I have no finals support system what so ever. I wonder if all of this is worth it. Ten page paper. Thirty page nature journal. Perfect journalism paper, fifteen page brit lit paper, two three hour tests and a huge slap in the face?
Probably not, but I can hope it is.

BAD WORD.

i dont know why im so creepy and always have this thing in the back of my mind searching for information that i know is out there but i dont necessarily want to know. ya know? stalking? i mean, not really. its more like validating any weird image i had in my mind from previous situations. weird ( Read more... )

youth is stronger than fiction.

we had no idea what the word anxiety meant ( Read more... )

(i'm so weird about my horoscope. its probably not healthy... but really, is there anything wrong with sanity? i'd like to think not. is there anything wrong with love bringing you to your senses? not really. bringing you to your negative extremes? probably so ( Read more... )

Coming home is always strange...home as in nevada? yeah. i always forget how night and day everything is from walmarts everywhere to no city, hardly any hills, and dryer than dry air. It was great getting wasted with friends, talking about our different lives going on all over the country and still seeing that youthful glimmer of hope for the ( Read more... )

i'd really like to stop drinking..quit wasting my money, my evenings and mornings feeling sick and hopeless. i've been keeping it in moderation recently, but still that's not even saying much. my body isn't what it used to be, it feels sick all the time and lazy ( Read more... )

Right above my dad's computer is a cork board with pictures oon it, band stickers, anti-bush paraphernalia and a piece of paper that says ( Read more... )

i love the weather today and yesterday. sooo nice ( Read more... )

i'm really giving it a good try, the whole optimism thing. i finally come around and now i've got nothing, its feeling hopeless. Last night I couldnt even push myself to enjoy my friends 21st birthday (one of my favorite holidays!) i was standing in this room of great friends, quarters, keystone, and this room of unkept promises, alcoholism, broken ( Read more... )