So I've realized somthing i've prolly known for quite some time ( Read more... )

It's almost hard for me to imagine that once upon a time any culture 'weird' or not wideley accepted was once embraced.. but it happened. I know not many people really know..know me, and sometimes i kinda wish they did.. Here recently someone decided they would confront me and talk as if they could write a whole novel about me, talk like they were ( Read more... )

So for those of you who don't know me I watch IFC, Ovation, and channels similar to that which show a great many of art films, right? Considering my posistion where I go to college but I'm younger than majority of my highschool friends...it seems very out of place to make a decision where I decide what's a big deal to highschoolers and whats just ( Read more... )

I have a ton of inspiration, just...not the motivation. Someone needs to make me do all these things i want because it's hard doing everything alone...
I just need someone that's honest, someone dependable, someone positive.
This is real short, but its insane...like i'm tempted to post an ad in the newspaper for a really good friend lol, maybe ( Read more... )

So, the Myspace and other social networking websites such as myyearbook.com, facebook..etc. strike for me is going well. I know it has only been one day, but i'm really proud of myself for confronting myself that all of that really has and will continue to cause problems for me if I don't put an end to it.

I hate it that most people meet their new ( Read more... )

Before when i said everything was falling apart, i didn't even know the half of it...
Being selfish and just talking about me..and my problems before..i hadn't the slightest clue.
:/

My grandpa has lung cancer...My oldest sister is getting a divorce, and it's not for the better because she'll never find another guy that loves her as much as the one ( Read more... )

Everything's falling apart... Not really, but it's ganna seem like it b/c everything that shoulddd be going on isn't. Not that right now really matters all that much anyways, y'know? It's what i'll be doing in my future that counts. I'm not sure who to trust, who to talk to, or who to even associate with as a friend.. =/ I reallllllllllyyy want to ( Read more... )

I'm just trying things out for now, but I hope to have some interesting things to say... Possibly on a daily bases. I think an awfull lot, and putting down those thoughts should be apart of my life now and i've realized that.. I think through reading all this stuff eventually you'll find out just who i'm...not, lolll Not many people know 'what ( Read more... )