i still dont know who i am ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in like a year.
everything is so different now.
but i have a question.

who am i?

i really dont know.
but im going to figure it out.
depending on who you are in my life,
i will actually different towards you.
its not like i do it intentionally.
thats just how it is.
i may be an asshole,
fun,
loving,
stupid,
smart,
or even act like i dont care.
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here it goes.
jesi, i still love you.
no matter what happens from now.
till you come back.
im not going to give up.
im going to better myself for you.
im going to be content.
im going to work hard.
im going to try and earn back your love.
im going to try and get back our relationship.

i love you.

this is for you ( Read more... )

=[

i dont know what im feeling.
or what im doing.
its fair for me to say that my life has more up and downs
than busch gardens and kings dominion combined.
[ like 4?        j.k]
no but really.
on a serious note.
i dont know what will happen if i dont get to see you.
i really miss you.
and i love you more than anyone will ever know.

im scared.

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