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I cannot fall asleep when you’re not around to say goodnight. I find myself leaning on music, and writing words that I feel on every song. I find it funny that I am in the predicament, that I am in love with someone, yet I am falling out of love with the same person at the same time, yet I am not in love with the notion to love, just spun around ( Read more... )

Konnichiwa.
Watashi wa Ashika desu.
Doozo yoro shiku.

Sayoonara.
/fly

(jap lesson #1 today, grad ceremony from SP tmr)

he's back after the 5 weeks shithappenslifedrama. im dying on the inside having to hold back and be disinterested.

We started when we shouldn't, and though I said we should end for the better of us all, it just feels like a whole part of us is hanging upside down, on a thin thread. And it would be more sane for us to land two feet on the ground now, before the blood rushes to our head, and with tomato-red faces and seeing the sky green and the grass blue, that ( Read more... )

There are probably a thousand eyes watching and waiting for us to happen. He looks good, smells great, dresses well, speaks nice, treats me right... It is like a million right(s) to get together, but we're dabbling with laying below the radar, just because.

After the hype dies a little from tracing skin and veins, I suppose I'd eventually lose myself in this whirlwind. The heavy rotation and spanning late nights is like tangling on a frayed rope, waiting for an accident to happen. Yet again, deluded and probably in denial (depending how you see it), I am reeling and feeling pretty upbeat about being ( Read more... )

2008 was a blast: USA/2 Yrs with C/Turning 19/Braces/Post-Break Up Life/F1/Piercing/Driving License/Entrepreneurship ( Read more... )

Influence from the Olsens and Obama via IDONTLIKEMONDAYS came in the mail, from the States. Foaming now.

This weekend was like a wrapped microscope gift, providing insight to things lost, and the need to settle pertaining issues. This discovery weekend was documented in Muji Cam film roll, and I should appreciate something like these days, that would probably never come by again. I am cutting loose on memories and the future, because I got 2 years to ( Read more... )