so, now i'm torn. i'm dating this girl that is absolutely amazing...she's loving, caring, giving, selfless, etc...but yet, i find myself seeing the same things i saw in my last relationship. the gifts she claims to love but end up tossed in the back seat of the car or on a shelf in the bedroom, getting stuff piled on top of it...the things i give ( Read more... )

obviously i don't expect you to actually see this (although i imagine if you did, it would sink in about as well as the six page letter i wrote you before we broke up that you so quickly disregarded and NEVER paid attention to), it's more of a catharsis thing ( Read more... )

some days i end up face down on the glass floor i built for myself. other days i end up crashing right through it ( Read more... )

wow. it's been like four years since i used this thing fairly regularly. that's madness. but now that everyone has chased trends (myself included obviously) to the other end of the internet galaxy, it seemed like a good time to come back and use this thoroughly ignored corner of the e-world to utilize some kind of keyboard catharsis. i wanted to ( Read more... )

it seemed like a crime to let this thing die seeing how i've had it since 2003, so i'm going to breathe life back into it. a more realistic update later.

question: why does my friends page have nothing on it? i'm sure people have posted something at some point in time.

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that's lame ( Read more... )

so yeah, a lot has gone down since the last entry. um, i live in an apartment now in pineville with this guy martin. been there since the beginning of november. he's a rad dude and i like living there. got a damn speeding ticket in december, paid for it, they didn't change my insurance. yay. still single, but oh well. got a show in lake charles on ( Read more... )

so i am now actively looking for a place to live. i pretty much HAVE to find something within the next couple of months. so if anyone knows of something, or is looking for a roommate, or wants to move out but can't afford it WITHOUT a roommate, let me know ( Read more... )

yep, still not much else to say. going in to get the second half of the outline done for my arm this thursday. still no car. still working on that too. anyone wanna buy a '91 toyota corolla that needs engine work for $500? it served me well ( Read more... )