ok so...

[typikalblonde]

so, im still feelin depressed! i thiink i need to get a "REAL" job, instead of workin for my mom.. i feel like im not being myself any more cause all of a sudden my mom has money, and she's spoiling me rotten... and im not used to it... i dont want this. i lived on my own for the past 5 years.. and now all of a sudden since i moved down to florida

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[chantepleure]

Yeah, I know what you mean. That is why I've bee depressed (well one of the reasons)and haven't been talking to people lately... Becasue I also feel like I'm changing, and I feel like the way other people veiw life is silly... Yeah, I'm sorry, even you. I know you're a good person though and I love you crazy, but you do need to stop spending money like that! I spoke to Alex about it too. I told him that hanging out with you and Zach makes me uncomfterable sometimes (mostly Zach) becusae I was not raised on money. Money was never that eassy and I just can't be spending money all the time like you guys becuase I don't have a mommy to fall back on. And then why you guys are buying all the (whatever) all the time, I feel... kinda lower classed. ALthough I know we are all equal! That's an outragous amount of money on a purse, I could have made you a purse for a 20th of that. I want to eat right, I want to think positive, I want to work out, I want to save money, I want to work hard... It would be eassiest if my good friend Emily did it

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[typikalblonde]

it sounds good!.. i am serious about this.. if my father saw the way i am right now, he would probably beat the shit out of me.. this isnt how he raised me... he raised me to mke my own money, and pay all of my own bills by myself... and i think i prefer to live that way, than i do when my mom just gives me money.. ahhh~!!! i dont like this position, and im not liking me... so yes, i would love to change my ways! oh oh.. tonight theres a party at my house.. we're guna bake some "brownies" call me when u get off work, or i'll just call bob and try to get a hold of u.. bring Bob! bring Dave and Karly??(spelling).. seriously.. it will be fun!!!!!
ok, g'bye love!~

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[chantepleure]

Dave is having another show tonight at Lattitudes, that same coffe place at the end of swift... You should come there, Bob and I are going. Then we can all leave from there and go to your place if you want. But I really really really wanna go because I don't REALLY have to work on saturday, sooo.... yeah don't eat all the brownies without me!!! Or at least save one for me? I LOVE YOU!?!?! Call me at work, 3490115

[typikalgeek]

I love you. you know i do. and don't worry about it. yes the purse thing is a little excessive but you would have saved up to buy it when you were here. i know you would have because i have gone shopping with you before. i seen you do it. and i yelled at you in the car the whole way home. QUIT BUYING PURSES you only need 1 or 2. look at your closet. go now look at it.............. now that your back i was you to repeat after me. DERREK IS ABOUT TO GO TO THE BAR AND ITS ONLY 10 IN THE MORNING. sorry. that was my way of dealing with things. drinking is great. got a lot i want to tell you. i am going to start talking to her again. no relationship. no chance. but i can use her in some shoots. plus you know. but oh well. i just hope my friends can see that im not trying to get back with her. i love you not her. but hey i must go mark is here. peace out . he says hi. call him. now bye.