My father called me an ignorant fool, turning red and shaking with rage.  He nearly caused himself a heartattack.  He told me to consider myself alienated ( Read more... )

I couldn't wait unti the weekend.  I walked to the 7-11 and got a bottle of wine and some beer.  I drank the whole bottle last night.  Too bad there wasn't any vodka.

"Just back up along the beach, and if you make the first move to do anything I'm going to shoot. Now, twenty-three for yours, mister, skidoo! We don't want your company; not today," said Thad.-St. George Rathbone, The House Boat Boys (1912)

Over the past year, from time to time, I've been contemplating killing myself.  Mostly it comes right after I get off work for the day, and I'm walking to my car.  Work is torturous for me.  Often I will spend the entire day in agony.  When such days are over, I feel a little crazy.  I feel like I can't do it for another day.  I try to visualize ( Read more... )

I got a DUI about a year and a half ago.  I am still without a license, far after I should have gotten it back.  It's because of court technicalities ( Read more... )

My wife and I decided to get divorced about a month ago.  Today she just found out that she has Multiple Sclerosis ( Read more... )

here fishy fishy

Groveling inferiors,
suffering sucatash,
cannot discern between human refuse and a means of communication.
I shall not suffer an idiot to govern.
Let them govern themselves.
Let them wallow in insecurity.

The animals are restless.
They are suspicious.
They sense a predator in their midsts.