Ever had a morning go really badly and then suddenly change for the better? Well this morning I woke up late for class and on my way to said class I realized I had not done the homework for my next class. Which is for a group, and I had not done the reading for this class I was going too. On top of all that I was not going to be able to use a meal ( Read more... )

Why do we put so much pressure on our selves to succeed or for that matter to date? Can't we just be happy with where we are now? Rather than feeling the occasional pang that we are missing something, even if we are happy. I just don't understand myself sometimes, I mean I don't really want to date right now, I'm happy with where I am. I am having ( Read more... )

May you be happy:
May you be happy with where you are
May you be happy with who you are
May you be happy with who you're with
Or that you're not with anyone at all.

Now I rest
For a few hours at best

Some random quotes and stuff since I am at home bored waiting for ya'll to get back ( Read more... )

I'll chalk this one up to a weird mood and the fact that things sound better in the shower (doesn't everything ( Read more... )

So yeah last night I did something incredibly stupid. I started to feel a bad mood coming on so to preempt it I went out on a bike ride but not any normal bike ride. Down Kernan and into every subdevelopment and down every road. I was in such a self destructive mood. I ended up only wearing a T-Shirt and pants and tennis shoes. So I went out and ( Read more... )

When the day winds down my mind winds up. That is why at night things seem so much worse than during the day, cause there is nothing to do but think and sometimes life seems bad. Contrary to what my last journal sounded like i am not depressed. Oh I have a few depressing things to say, like, "One of the worst things in the world is waking up from a ( Read more... )

So I finally figured out what bothers me so much about going home. When I go home my issues here at college seem unreal. They seem like ghosts or some bad dream. Its easy to ignore things when I go home. Like this weekend when I came home I barely thought about my issues here at college (which mostly involve my psychosis over the whole Courtney ( Read more... )

I have some weird ass dreams here at UNF. I mean I have vivid dreams about the most random stuff and then I wander around campus and remeber the dream and sometimes think I saw people yesterday that there was no way I did see them ( Read more... )

So I got my first ever college research paper back today and I got a B! I'm gonna get a B in religions class! :) Very cool. The day is going great. CYA guys at Avik's over Thanksgiving!