Survivor guilt is insanely real.

Even a year later.

I am somewhat discouraged to have realized that I am one of those girls who only wants what she can't have.

The end.

 I need to stop looking for someone to lean on.

In the end, I will only have myself. Time to get my act together.

 Things are going well. I absolutely love physical therapy. I feel like the physical therapist I am paired with for the day is like my personal trainer, giving me exercises that magically bring my muscles back to life. I still have a long way to go, it is scary when I actually pay attention to how weak I am. I do not doubt for a second that I have ( Read more... )

 Lately, I've been doing a lot of thinking. There is not too much else to do when you're confined to your bed or couch usually. Anyway, I've been thinking about life and time and fate vs. free will and everything in that genre of things ( Read more... )

 I am a prisoner wherever I go. I was a prisoner in the hospital, wanting nothing more than to get out and feel the light of day ( Read more... )

 So I thought I understood the concept of "life isn't fair".

But life isn't fair.

TWITTER IS AWESOME!!!

I AM MINORING IN MATH!!!!

I have not contributed to this livejournal of mine in quite some time. Well, a few weeks, but still ( Read more... )