i don't know what i am doing right now will come out as i wished it will be. but i know i cannot give up just because it is tough and tiring. this means future, our future. =) i just have to hang in there tight and not give up.  

i guess today is blogging day. LOL.

went out with baby  to vivo today. fun fun fun. i love the smile of her, the funny part of her, the craziness of her. and everything. seriously everything including the bad and good. i guess thats what you call love. i love the part sitting down at carls jr talking to her, seeing her giggle and laugh. =) we had ( Read more... )

was suppose to blog before the school starts but then i totally gave up the idea of blogging. but now it was a sudden urge to blog. ha. i guess it was always this kind of sudden urge that makes you do the thing impulsively. nuff said.

school started like one week ago. sigh. 830 class everyday. and it is so tiring, chasing bus, chasing train ( Read more... )

so there i am. on twitter now. i'll see how that works. hopefully it will be fun time there. tweeeet

http://twitter.com/fa5tion

long. very long since i blogged.
the month of may was fun.
catch up,tuition,teasecups,jb,chill out & stay over at jiewei's place,suppers,coffee,booze,shopping,naps,ippt cleared,objectives achieved,movie. how can these not be fun.

so the 1st week of june is as fun as may and more.
teasecups,magic show,catch up,bbq,supper,ippt incentives,dvds,naps, ( Read more... )

the second semenster is over. and that marks the end of year 2. what a year. there were a lot of thinkings along the way throughout the year. thinking if what i am doing is the right choice for me. it was a battle between mind and heart. i realise school is not about just how you are doing but is how everyone is doing. it is not about how much you ( Read more... )

i have to believe in myself just like the way baby believes that i can cope.
i will i can.
endure and overcome the tiredness.
no more laziness.
no more whining.
no more wasting of time.
be a man not a boy.

side track from studying.

this friend of mine was chating how he miss np life and it sets me thinking. am i old or it is just human? i miss poly life very very much too and i don't mind listening to old japanese songs during my secondary days. why am i thinking how good the good old days are? why not dreaming about how good the future will be? or ( Read more... )

the reality just struck again. wake up. come on. endure and think of the best solution. i seriously need to go to bugis. i will. i can please.

i guess the next time i going to be blogging is during the revision or whatever stress shit i am in. as for now i am really busy, busy with trying to catch up with school works (projects, assignments, lab reports yada yada.), teasecups (huat ah!! bigger and better.) tuition (mon tue wed nights.). sleeping is reduced to 5-6 hours, caffine intake is ( Read more... )