its been quite some time since i even came back to this, i am assuming several things have happened with my mamacita. hope all is well.

i'm almost gone now, its only a matter of time before i leave this forbidden place for good.

my time has come

Strange things are bound to arrive in life, a journey awaits me in the end of the highway. but will i crash and die before i get to it?

most likely

simplicity is but a word. a word that really has no meaning to me...you are simple. i'm complex
i am oil...and you milk. things are so crazy with us, somehow i feel that we arent meant to be. but only time will tell. time will tell my love. but in the mean time...let me do my doings. let me go.

things have to change. i no longer have the desire to be, to belong to that special someone. they dont want me, nor i them. so here it is, FUCK YOU! i dont want to spent forever with you anymore! i can spend forever with my scars and bloody blade

your words poison my soul
your phrases kill my inner sense of pride
your sight makes my eyes and heart believe in emotional suicide.
but i still long for you.
i still love you my dear
my love
my eternity
i still love you
even if i am dead inside
i still love you

forever will remain yours
love me
hold me
and forever be mine

time for me to go roll with the wind...
bloody visions of myself dying at your feet
hear me breathe
hear me pant
hear my heart against yours
as you look away
and feel nothing
how dare you
take me forgranted...
all i ever did
was love you

...love you...