かなしい。。。

[uashenlong]

I got into an argument with the "friend" I cared about the most.

It hurt because that friend means a lot to me.

I went into my car, drove around, parked...

That's when I started crying.

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[spite_the_world]

Are we not friends because I'm so cynical I found it hard to believe you so pure? I'm sorry. I mean it a thousand times. I'm sorry. I never, ever, ever meant to hurt you. I just don't want you to get hurt the same way I did...

But I guess I hurt you just the same.

Guess I'm not a very good friend after all.

[uashenlong]

No it was I who wasn't a very good friend.

I chose to focus on my feelings rather than yours.

I know I may have lost a lot of respect from you

I wasn't being very understanding.

And i'm sorry for that.

You're the only friend I care about the most

And the only friend I really enjoy being around.

You really are the closest friend I have.

And I just thought I'd say thank you

Thank you for everything.

Even if you don't believe me...

Even if deep down you think

That I am no different

I know that

Everything you said

And...

Everything you are

Will always be a part of me.

Thank you.