kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun

[uberchrome]

title: kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun
pairing: i don't know, don't you get sassy with me.
length: oneshot // 7.5k
genre: angst, romance
note: this is sad and boring and long, & the list is based off her poem
Summary: sehun isn't atlas and even kings have scars that never bleed.

Comments

[killkai]

i'm gonna die.

[uberchrome]

please don't.
i need you to sob.

thanks for reading and commenting ;)

[beoutiful]

What are these feelings I want to curl up in a ball and stare at the wall because WHAT WAS THIS.
I was hoping for a resolution but noooo author-nim, you decided to rip my heart out, stomp on it and leave it to die.
I'm actually crying. I thought KaiSoo writers have the only right to make me cry but nooo you decided SeKai should make me cry too!!

And I hate that I love you for writing this.

[uberchrome]

it's pretty weird considering how i almost always write kaisoo & i just wrote this sekai for my friend who shipped them.
they're really angsty and i can't, really. it's difficult and hurting me.

and i love you for reading & commenting ;}
/despite the heartbreak

[yixing]

this was so beautiful and heartbreaking, i don't know what to say. i think i need a moment....to put my heart back together and stop crying and breathe. i love how you wrote jongin; his quiet patience, his growing love for sehun, and that moment where he realized he didnt want to die because he had something to live for just about ripped me apart. and the way you handled sehun's recovery was so seamless and subtle. and i dont know what to feel because this made me so happy and so sad; happy because sehun is better and living, but sad becuse jongin is gone and sehun won't have him? and jongin can't have sehun either.

kyungsoo told the frail jongin that even if he had forever to live, he still wouldn't have enough of sehun.

this line really spoke to me, i want to love someone so much that forever won't be enough.

this was really, really good and i loved every second of reading it. even if it did make me want to rip my heart out and throw it at the moon :c

thank you for sharing this ;;

[uberchrome]

i want to love someone so much that forever won't be enough.

i guess i kind of understand where you're coming from. i've never loved like that, but i'm pretty sure we all have that desire somewhere in us. i wrote this with the intention of mending sehun, but something moved me to add the jongin part.

and you're more than welcome. thank you for reading & commenting! :)

[lolly1588]

Brilliant and breath taking

[uberchrome]

oooh. thank you for reading :)

[uberchrome]

Thank you so much for reading, commenting, and for your tears :)
And no, thank you because somehow, you liked it (I hope)

/I love your username, btw